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bizarrelittlemew Ā· 10 months ago
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CREW || first episode of appearance ā‡‰ season 2 episode 8
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metalandmagi Ā· 1 year ago
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Romance Anime Starter List
I donā€™t know about you guys, but Iā€™m sick and tired of seeing ā€œTop ___ Best Anime of All Timeā€ lists that are nothing but shounen. So, with "My Happy Marriage" getting a little attention from the anime community, I wanted to put together a list of some romance anime that I consider good ā€œstartersā€ for the genre. Because if I were just now becoming an anime fan, Iā€™d think all there was to offer was shounen action series.
And by ā€œstartersā€ I mean basic stuff thatā€™s not tooā€¦out there, and actually involves the characters getting together instead of just harems or using romance as a side plot (sorry Ouran High School Host Club and My Next Life as a Villainess).Ā 
So if youā€™re new to anime and want stuff thatā€™s not just guys beating the shit out of each other (which is also fun, donā€™t get me wrong), here are some basics.
Taisho Maiden Fairy Tale- When the pessimistic Tamahiko Shima loses all function in his right arm, his family sends him away to live in the mountains with the cheerful, hard working Yuzuki Tachibanaā€¦who was purchased by the Shima family to pay off her familyā€™s debts and basically act as a caretaker/future bride for Tamahiko so theyā€™d never have to deal with him again. Itā€™s a more cheerful version of My Happy Marriage (without the supernatural stuff), except in this one, the guy is the one who has massive self-esteem issues and an abusive family. There are still very serious themes, but ultimately itā€™s not meant to make you cry every episode. I swear itā€™s so good, but nobody watched it!
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Horimiya- A slice of life in which pretty and popular high school queen bee Hori, finds out her quiet, unassuming classmate Miyamura is hiding piercings and tattoos that could get him expelled. The two gradually find out more about each other and get together in the most realistic way Iā€™ve seen depicted in an anime. Itā€™s also fucking hysterical and genuinely emotional.
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Recovery of an MMO Junkie- Another slice of life that focuses on two adults who meet in an MMO game without realizing they also know each other in real life. I donā€™t want to say much more than that. Itā€™s adorable, and the main character is so relatable it hurts.
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Love with Yamada-kun at Level 999- Speaking of MMOs, this is a newer series about Akane Kinoshita, a college first year whoā€™s reeling from a bad break up. In an attempt to get back at her ex, she winds up meeting Akito Yamada, a popular gamer who happens to be in her guild in the MMO they both play at an IRL meetup. The two go from acquaintances to something more as they keep running into each other. Even more relatable main characters and just wholesome relationships all around.
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Snow White With The Red Hair- A fantasy in which an apothecary named Shirayuki (meaning, you guessed it, ā€œsnow whiteā€) runs away from her home in order to escape becoming the concubine of her townā€™s prince. While fleeing, she is rescued by Zen, the prince of a neighboring country, and she ends up becoming an herbalist to repay him. It's super cute with some genuinely swoon worthy moments and a couple that just works so well together. I have a habit of comparing this to Akatsuki no Yona, even though the two arenā€™t really that alike. This is more romance driven while Akatsuki no Yona is more of a serious historical fantasy with romance elements (Yona manga is amazing, but the anime barely scratches the surface, so thatā€™s why I didnā€™t include it).
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Sasaki to Miyano- When the shy, easily flustered Miyano meets Sasaki, a cool ā€œdelinquentā€ upperclassmen, the two end up bonding over mangaā€¦specifically BL manga. Thatā€™s right, Miyano is a fudanshi, but due to his small stature and somewhat feminine appearance, heā€™s constantly trying to convince others that heā€™s not interested in having his own love story where heā€™d be reduced to a stereotypical doe-eyed uke. But as Sasaki and Miyano spend more time together, they realize that what they have is more than friendship, and they have to come to terms with their own perception of gay relationships. This is my favorite romance of all time. Itā€™s a slow burn, but boy is it worth it. Their relationship is so natural and realistic, just like Horimiya. Just two people hanging out and bonding over things the way people do in real life!
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Given: The story of some boys in a band with trauma. Enough said. It's great. Go watch it.
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Bloom Into You- Yuu Koito is a high school girl whoā€™s been waiting her whole life for her own perfect romance to startā€¦but when she receives a confession, she realizes she doesnā€™t know how to respond when sheā€™s just not into the guy. And then she gets another confessionā€¦this time from the cool student council president Touko Nanami, who basically jumpstarts her lesbian awakening. Very cute story about how we perceive the concept of love vs actually feeling it. Also has a canonically aro/ace side character, so thatā€™s a win for me. Another show like this is Adachi to Shimamura (but I honestly donā€™t remember much about it. It just didnā€™t stick with me as much).
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Ore Monogatari- Takeo Gouda is a tall, bulky high school first year with a sensitive heart of gold. He wants nothing more than to find his own true love, but most girls are intimidated by his enormous stature, and they end up falling for his conventionally attractive friend instead. That is, until he meets the tiny, adorable Rinko Yamato. He falls in love instantly, but heā€™s sure sheā€™s interested in his best friend like everyone else, so he vows to help get them together, even though his heart is breaking. Peak himbo behavior. Pure of heart, dumb of ass.
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Yuri on Ice- Yes itā€™s the gay figure skating anime everyone knows. And yes itā€™s a fucking romance, okay? I will die on this hill. The romance between Viktor and Yuri is just as important as the plot!
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Kaguya-sama Love Is War- Two insanely smart high school students both have a crush on the other, but since theyā€™reā€¦you knowā€¦high schoolers, neither of them wants to admit it first. So they come up with increasingly convoluted plans to get the other to confess first. This will go down as one of the best of all time. Itā€™s a hilarious yet poignant modern classic.
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Fruits Basket- Iā€™ve talked about it before and Iā€™ll talk about it again. A romance ā€œcomedyā€ that slowly morphs into a drama about a girl named Tohru who finds herself living with the mysterious Sohma family after her mother dies. Little does she know, the Sohmas are the victims of aĀ  (somewhat silly, but ultimately tragic) curse that she must fight to break. Even though Iā€™m more into it for the family drama, the romance is still top tier and plays an important role in the story. This is my second favorite anime of all time, and itā€™s a classic for a reason. If anyone hasnā€™t watched it yet, GO WATCH IT! IT WILL RIP YOU TO SHREDS!
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And now for some honorable mentions that didn't quite fit into the regular list:
Ride Your Wave- A movie about a surfer who falls in love with a firefighterā€¦ā€¦and Iā€™m not going to say any more than that. Go into it blind. If you like stuff like Your Name, this is a good one to watch.
Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun- A comedy about a high school girl who finds out the upperclassman she has a crush on is actually a shoujo manga artist, and no matter how she tries to confess to him, he just never gets it.
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The Ice Guy and His Cool Female Colleague- A slow burn slice of life that focuses on a guy with ice powers who has a crush on his coworker. Thatā€™s it. Thatā€™s the show. When I say slow, I mean SLOW. Itā€™s perfectly cute and fluffy, but my god does it take forever to get anywhere with these two.
Skip to Loafer- A high strung, small town girl decides to go to high school in Tokyo, where she meets a variety of classmates, including the laid back Sousuke Shima. The unlikely pair become friends, and soon enough, she starts to feel something more than friendship. The only reason I didnā€™t include it in the main list is because they donā€™t get together by the end of the first season, but itā€™s still really cute (also canonically trans character for the win!?)
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So thatā€™s my starter list. And no, I didnā€™t include Toradora, even though itā€™s a classic. I know itā€™s blasphemous, but I like it more as a comedy than a romance. It kinda lost me with the ending. But anyway, maybe someone will find something they like. Or maybe you'll just want to roast me and my picks šŸ˜…
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canisalbus Ā· 2 months ago
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Vascos modern outfit in that recent sketch is so cool. On what real clothing is it based?
I was mostly winging it, to be honest. Last year there was some talk of Vasco having a motorcycle and how spiffy he could potentially look in biker gear, so I leaned somewhat into that direction.
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But then I got kinda sidetracked and I think his coat started resembling Kaneda's jacket from Akira.
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yrsonpurpose Ā· 1 year ago
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Please stay gorgeous and strong and unbelievable. I miss you I miss you I miss you I love you. Iā€™m calling you as soon as I send this, but I know you like to have these things written down. A āœæ / ā€
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rjshope Ā· 2 months ago
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I answer with all my breath and all the path Iā€™ve walked along Yesterdayā€™s me, todayā€™s me, tomorrowā€™s me (Iā€™m learning how to love myself) Without exception, all together, they are all me
Happy birthday, dearest @jkvjiminšŸŒ·
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scottstiles Ā· 7 days ago
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Class, I'd like to talk to you today about prejudice, and how it still exists in today's world. I didn't even know that till last night, when I saw a real smart, totally cool Asian girl crying her eyes out because some idiot at the mall called her a bad name. My lesson for today, is that when people treat other people badly because of their skin color, or their religion,or where they come from, then real smart, totally cool people can really suffer.
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whumpgifathon Ā· 6 months ago
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Hello! And welcome to my brand new whump gifmaking challenge! I'm your host @aceofwhump and I'm excited to bring a whump challenge specifically created with gifmakers and visual artists in mind.
The challenge begins August 1, 2024!
Rules:
All gifs posted must be made by you. Do not just post gifs using the gif keyboard and claim them as yours and do not repost other peopleā€™s gifs. No AI-generated content please.
Various mediums are welcome! So long as the visual art aspect is the focus you can make whatever you want. Yes this is primarily a gifmaking challenge so everything is geared towards that but any visual art is welcome. If you draw, make moodboards, edits, videos, etc youā€™re welcome to participate!
You can use the prompts however you like. There is no wrong way to use a prompt. Feel free to interpret them however you wish. If you think it counts as whump? It's whump! Make it! Angst, comfort, emotional whump, small things, big things, it all counts so no need to over think it.
Tag all potential triggers (things like emeto, gore, nsfw, blood, eye whump, rape/noncon, etc.) When in doubt, tag it.
Tags to use when posting so I can find your ppst: #whumpedit, #whumpgifathon, #whump gifs
Please try to include the show/movie title, character names, and episode number (if applicable) somewhere either in your tags or in the post caption. This way anyone interested in watching it can find it easily.
An example of a way you can caption your gifsets:
@whumpgifathon | Day #: "prompt description" Show/Movie title, episode number, character name
And here's the prompt list!!! I hope you guys like it and find it inspiring but not overly challenging!
Remember that this is a relaxed event!!! I just want to offer my fellow visual artists some inspiring prompts and an opportunity to have some fun. So sit back, relax, and have fun!
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Text version below:
Whump Gifathon - August 2024 Prompt List
Day 1: Space Oxygen Deprivation | Time Loop | Experiment
Day 2: Feeling Sick Fever | Infection | Delirium
Day 3: Environmental Earthquake | Storm | Hypothermia
Day 4: Captivity Chains | Caged | Rescue
Day 5: Water Shipwrecked | Drowning | Waterboarding
Day 6: Skills Try out a new technique you havenā€™t tried before using your favorite whump trope as inspiration!
Day 7: Emotional Crying | Panic Attack| Fear
Day 8: Hospital Ambulance | Intubation | Waking Up Disoriented
Day 9: Battlefield Explosion | Gunfire | Field Medicine
Day 10: Temporary Effects Blinded | Amnesia | Poisoned
Day 11: Recovery Sling | Pain | Seeking Support
Day 12: We All Go A Little Mad Sometimes Straight Jacket | Forced Injection | Hallucinations
Day 13: Aesthetic Highlight your favorite whump aesthetic
Day 14: Sleeping Nightmares | Exhaustion | Passing Out
Day 15: Trapped Impaled | Buried Alive | Locked Inside
Day 16: Western Cauterized | Bitten | Hanged
Day 17: Comfort Hugging | Blankets | Gentle Touch
Day 18: Broken Broken Bones | Emotional Breakdown | Broken Spirit
Day 19: Relationships What is your favorite type of whumpee/caretaker relationship? Platonic? Romantic? Familial? Show me!
Day 20: Blood Bloody Hands | Bleeding Out | Covered in Blood
Day 21: Fantastical Nonhuman | Resurrection | Magical Healing
Day 22: A Knock to the Head Headache | Knocked Out | Bloody face
Day 23: Travel Gone Wrong Car Accident | Plane Crash | Train Delrailment
Day 24: Magic Magical Exhaustion | Cursed | Possession
Day 25: Period Drama Pick a time period of your choice and highlight the whump!
Day 26: Everything Hurts and Iā€™m Dying Grief | Resuscitation | Presumed Dead
Day 27: Superheroes Overused Powers | Powers with a Side Effect | Villain
Day 28: Torture Beaten| Flogging | Choked
Day 29: Restrained Zipties| Rope Leash | Medical Restraints
Day 30: First Aid Ice Pack | Stitches | Bandages
Day 31: Colors Highlight a specific color in your art
Alternate Prompts:
"Stay With Me" Begging Heat Exhaustion Bedside Vigil Self Surgery Taser Scar Reveal Collapsing Protective Electrocution
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yesloulou Ā· 4 months ago
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Daniel Ricciardo talks about fame and attention after Drive to Survive
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beets Ā· 10 months ago
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[id: a totally normal conversation that's definitely just about couches and open job positions and nothing else]
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raggedy-spaceman Ā· 1 year ago
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"Amongst all of David's awards, you were recently named on the DILF list. Here's the top five: Pedro Pascal, Oscar Isaac, David Tennant, Mads Mikkelsen, Cillian Murphy. Oh, and Michael Sheen came in-" "Oh and where is he on the list?" "Michael Sheen's number six." "Number six! And just remind me where I am?" "Three, you're three." "Number three!"
Justice for Michael Sheen!
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timdoubleyou Ā· 1 year ago
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i found jayā€™s black jacket (an ID guide)
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This black jacket is worn by Jay about 9 times throughout Marble Hornets, including his final appearance. And after some weeks of on-and-off research, I think I know the exact make and model.
This post will detail exactly how I found it, and serve as a guide for anyone that wants to find the jacket, whether that's for cosplay purposes, or if you're just keen on collecting items related to MH.
Main post under the cut
Intro
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The first step to identifying the jacket was to gather as many references as possible.
I went back to the web series and took screenshots from any entries the jacket makes an appearance. (shoutout to mg549ā€²s very comprehensive MH wardrobe guide, without it this wouldā€™ve been much more of a pain)
Jay's jacket is, for the most part, very plain. It's a solid color, full-zip jacket, without any particularly eye-catching logos or other details. I had to look for moments where even the slightest distinction appeared clear on camera, at least as distinct as it can be. Even if it was just close-ups to get the shape of a zipper, or how many buttons are on a sleeve, it was the best I got. While I did manage to find a decent amount of these, there was just one crucial detail that would've made finding it near-impossible; the brand is never shown. Thankfully, I had another resource.
In 2018 Troy Sold a Lot of Stuff
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In early 2018, Troy officially announced that MH would be continued in a comic series. To fund the first issue, he held a number of auctions for production items used during the web series on Ebay.
These included items such as Jayā€™s camera, Brianā€™s hoodie, A Masky mask, and Jayā€™s black jacket.
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Lo and behold, the jacket listing includes a picture with the brand in clear view. It's from Gap.
Ebay does not archive sold listings older than 90 days. However, Worthpoint, a website for valuing and pricing collectibles, does. Using Worthpoint I was able to find all of these items, (and a lot more, which can be found in this doc I submitted to Archive Hornets)
Identification
With the picture from the listing and the series screencaps, I had a complete ID list.
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(Top image is from the Ebay listing, with the contrast adjusted a little for easier viewing. The bottom two images are from Entry #79)
The Gap logo (This specific logo dates the jacket being made anywhere between 1986 and 2009, when it first appears).
Front Zipper (Note the shape)
The two front pockets
The two buttons and pointed cuffs on each sleeve (Second one is a little hard to see but it's jusstt peeping out at the side)
The blue piping in the inner lining
The zipper in the right side inner lining
The gray mesh inner lining
With these in mind, I could now go to the next and longest step-
Finding the Jacket
I combed three resell sites; Ebay, Depop, and Poshmark. My main goal wasn't to actually purchase the jacket, (although, I would like to at some point) but to find a jacket listing that had every identifier, and have a more definite baseline for finding others. I needed to be sure what I had was enough to properly ID the jacket. The references I had stitched together were decent enough, but I wanted to see if there was something better out there.
After tons of page scrolling and tab-switching and comparing and contrasting, I finally got lucky.
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(first two images are from crashthecloset's listing on poshmark, last six are from shannfo-76 on ebay)
I haven't bought one myself as of posting, but I feel pretty confident this is it. The jackets were already sold, but every marker seemed to be accounted for. It also revealed new ones, like the reflective pattern and pockets on the inner lining, (zipper on the right side pocket, button on the left pocket) and the materials tag.
With that, here's some final notes that may be helpful if you try looking for the jacket yourself:
Online sellers often describe it as a light jacket, a windbreaker, a 2-in-1, or 3-in-1.
"Gap Mens Black Jacket" is the search phrase I used the most since it yielded a (very) broad result pool.
Most of the jackets I found came from Poshmark or Ebay.
The exact size of Jayā€™s jacket is unclear. My best guesses are either a US Menā€™s S or M, since Jay was pretty skinny and of average height. Iā€™ve only been able to find maybe 2 jackets that are a size M, one of which is the first pic in the photoset above.
Gap has sold other black jackets that look remarkably similar to Jayā€™s, and they do pop up on resell sites. One of these was so similar, the only discernible difference was the style of the logo. I highly recommend making sure it matches the exact one Jay had before purchasing. (It's also more than fine to ask/msg me if you have any doubts!) As long as you know what to look for, you shouldnā€™t have a problem finding at least one.
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One detail that confounded me was this sleeve poking out of Jay's jacket. At first I thought he was wearing a long sleeve underneath, making this shot a continuity error since he appeared to Only be wearing the green short sleeve under the jacket.
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@hivemite pointed out that this might be a two-in-one jacket, which has multiple layers for different types of weather. While I have not been able to see the sleeve outside of two shots in entry #79 and #80, one listing I found did describe it as a 3-in-1.
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that's about it! hope this helps :)
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mysecretwindowuniverse Ā· 9 months ago
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Nygmobblepot Text Meme
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khaopybara Ā· 9 months ago
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GMM'S MEN KISSING MEN PODIUM - SILVER MEDAL NEO TRAI
Louis Thanawin, Fish Upon the Sky & The Eclipse (2021, 2022) Drake Sattabut, Only Friends (2023) Mark Pakin, Only Friends (2023) Force Jiratchapong, Only Friends (2023) Title Kirati, Only Friends (2023) Mond Tanutchai, Only Friends (2023)
(set only possible because of all the data gathered by @ranchthoughts who made a whole gmm kissing multiverse post)
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tomssexdoll Ā· 7 months ago
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hey boobie bear butttttttt
can u do one where the reader and bill are just lying in bed watching a show or movie and without saying a word, bill slips under the covers and starts eating reader outšŸ˜šŸ˜ and all u can see is his head moving under the covers
you always know how to make me motivated girl
OF COURSE
Under the covers
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PAIRINGS: Bill 2016 (i think) x Female reader CONTENT: SMUT SYPNOSIS: Bill and Y/N are watching a movie when Bill dips into the sheets and eats her out from under the covers A/N: this gif makes me act up WARNINGS: dom!bill, sub!reader, eating out
Me and Bill were watching a movie, a romantic one to be exact. We both loved romantic movies, they kind of reminded us of how we act, the cheesey gestures that we always did for one another.
I was distracted, watching intensley as the woman in the movie chose which man she wanted to be with, not noticing Bill dipping into the covers.
Then I felt two hands tugging at my panties, I furrowed my eyebrows and pulled up the covers, his head peeking up at me and smirking, "let me make you feel good baby..cmon.." he batted his eyes at me, I gave in and sighed "fine" a smile tugging at my lips.
I put the covers back down, spreading my legs so he could get full access. I felt him peel my panties off, sliding them down my legs and off my feet, a hand coming out of the covers and throwing them on the floor.
I felt his lips press soft kisses on my thighs, dangerously close to my aching cunt. "Cmon.." I winced, getting frustrated with his teasing. "Alright alright" he chuckled, wrapping his arms around my legs tightly and shoving his face into my pussy, licking my swollen nub with his warm tongue.
I gasped at the sudden contact, gripping the sheets and moaning softly, pleasure coursing throughout my body. "Oh baby..you're so sweet" he groaned "taste so good" slurping and sucking all the juices up.
I looked down, a faint buldge appearing on the sheets, his head moving up and down as he ate me out. His touch was perfect, so loving yet so sensual.
He always knew how to make me feel good, his tongue wrapped around my swollen clit as he aimed to make me cum like I've never before, my chest heaving up and down, sweat trickling down my forehead.
I tried to focus on the movie but all I could do was shut my eyes and enjoy the pleasure, my legs softly shaking. "Ohh fuck!" I cried out as his tongue found my hole, dipping in and out of it, his tongue piercing teasing me immensely.
"Oh I'm gonna cum!" I whimpered, holding onto the sheets tightly as his pace quickened, focusing on my clit again, tongue flickering at the nub.
The pleasure intensified, heightening by 20%, I felt the pleasure all over my body, bucking my hips up at the need for my orgasm to arrive. "Cum for me baby.." he grunted, very out of breath but determained to make me cum.
With one last flick of my clit, my orgasm washed over me, "fuck..so good" he licked everything up, making sure to not waste a single drop. After cleaning the evidence of our love making he came up, my cum glistening on his chin and a huge grin pastered on his face.
"You taste so good baby..fuck.." he kissed me roughly, my cum mixing in our saliva, the taste of myself making me grimace slightly. He sighed and pulled away, laying on my chest and caressing me softly.
I smiled, continuing to watch the movie and playing with his hair, tangling my fingers in his locs.
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tags: @itsmealaiah @tomscumdoll @itsangelll @tomkaulitzloverr @charliesgoodboy @estxkios @ge-billsgf @ballhair
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babydollmarauders Ā· 1 year ago
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TIMELESS ā€” JACK HUGHES
jack hughes x fem!reader
surprise song! part (and final part) of the Speak Now Fic List
summary: in which y/n writes she and Jackā€™s first dance song and itā€™s Jackā€™s first time hearing it
notes: Taylor doesnā€™t exist in this alternative universe, and youā€™ll understand why! (2.5k words)
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ā€œi want you to write our first dance song.ā€
when Jack had told me that just five months ago, i was at a loss for words.
iā€™m no pop star, by any means, and iā€™ve never desired to be one. i dabble in song writing as a way to release my anxiety and thatā€™s it.
iā€™ve bounced lyrics off of Jack for as long as i can remember. we went from facetimes in high school, after practice, singing him verses i was unsure of, to sitting beside him in bed, my guitar in my hands as i tried to work out lyrics and having him put his two cents in.
he knew i never planned for anyone else to hear them. they were for he and iā€™s ears only. yet he still complimented my voice, my lyricism, the instrumentals i played out in the dead of night.
he told me i wrote like a poet. he called me the greatest storyteller whoā€™s ever lived.
but the greatest compliment, and also the greatest challenge, heā€™s ever given me, was to write the song to which weā€™ll have our first dance as husband and wife. to write our love into the purest form of art.
it took me four months to write what our love felt like, into words. constant lyric changes, and multiple instances of scrapping a song altogether and starting anew. it took another month for me to get it all made in a rented studio. recorded and produced into the song it is now.
but as i took so long to perfect it to my liking, i took the greatest risk of my songwriting journey. i never once bounced lyrics off of Jack. i wrote only when he was on roadies, hiding my journal inside of an old blanket that sits on the high shelf in our closet when he was home.
i wanted this song to be a complete surprise once it was finished. i wanted him to only hear it once it was in its perfected form. and that would be today.
my leg bounces on the couch, my fingers playing with the fringed side of the decorative pillow that lies within my lap, as i wait for Jack to get home from practice.
my nerves are quickly rising, my anxiety getting the best of me. if he dislikes this song, then i only have one month to create an entirely new one.
i feel sick. like i could both pass out and lose my breakfast at any moment.
my head perks up as i hear the apartment door open, the un-hushed whispers of Jack and Luke reaching my ears, and when they step into the living room, the signature smile on Jackā€™s face brightens.
ā€œhi, baby.ā€ he grins, bounding forward to press a kiss to my forehead. ā€œi didnā€™t think you would be awake already.ā€
ā€œi got it.ā€ i rush out, the monotonous small talk of the moment not appealing to me in the slightest.
ā€œgot what, doll?ā€ Jackā€™s brows thread together in confusion, and i can hear Lukeā€™s pots and pans clattering in the kitchen.
ā€œthe final demo of our first dance song.ā€ my teeth sink into my bottom lip, watching realization settle over Jackā€™s face. ā€œthe producer sent it to me this morning.ā€
ā€œthatā€™s great, baby! why do you look like your gonna throw up?ā€ he laughs, taking a seat beside me on the sofa.
ā€œbecause iā€™m scared youā€™re gonna hate it.ā€ i confess. ā€œi spent so long on this one song, making it into something iā€™m proud of, but it all means nothing if you donā€™t think itā€™s good enough.ā€
ā€œhey.ā€ he coos softly, a gentle hand raising to cup my cheek. ā€œi love everything you write. and i know that this song is gonna be no exception.ā€
his forehead rests against mine, my eyes fluttering shut as i take a deep breath.
ā€œare you ready to hear it?ā€ my words come out in a whisper and i can feel him nod against me.
ā€œiā€™ve been ready since the day i asked you to write it.ā€ i pull back to smile at my fiancĆ©, heaving out a deep sigh.
ā€œhey Luke?ā€ he calls out, getting a distracted ā€˜yeah?ā€™ in return. ā€œyou mind giving us a few minutes alone?ā€
ā€œuhh-ā€ Luke peeks through kitchen entryway. ā€œā€˜in my roomā€™ alone? or ā€˜leave the apartmentā€™ alone?ā€
ā€œin your room is fine.ā€ i assure him gently and he nods.
i watch as he turns the stove off before walking to his room. as soon as his door shuts, Jack is turning to me with an excited smile.
ā€œokay, letā€™s listen!ā€ my hand shakes as i lean forward, clicking on my laptop that rests on the coffee table, pressing play on the file.
the first notes echo throughout the living room, the gentle guitar strums causing Jackā€™s eyes to crinkle as he smiles softly, bobbing his head, his eyes glued to the laptop screen.
ā€œDown the block, there's an antique shop
And something in my head said, ā€˜Stop,ā€™ so i walked in
On the counter was a cardboard box
And the sign said, ā€˜Photos: twenty-five cents eachā€™
Black and white, saw a '30s bride
And two lovers laughin' on the porch of their first house
The kinda love that you only find once in a lifetime
The kind you don't put downā€
he looks over at me, confusion written across his face, but his eyes still shining with joy.
ā€œAnd that's when i called you and it's so hard to explain
But in those photos, i saw us instead
And, somehow, i know that you and i would've found each other
In another life, you still would've turned my head even if we'd metā€
his eyes grow softer, my cheeks heating up.
sure, iā€™ve written love songs about Jack in the past, but this one was special. this one speaks a truer and deeper meaning than any of my past songs.
ā€œOn a crowded street in 1944
And you were headed off to fight in the war
You still would've been mine
We would have been timeless
I would've read your love letters every single night
And prayed to God you'd be comin' home all rightā€
his smile is gentler now, his eyes glistening with unshed tears as he snakes his hand over to hold mine, and i know heā€™s thinking about the same thing as me.
remembering the time early on in his NHL career, when i confessed to him that every time he went on a roadie, i had so much worry that he would get hurt and i wouldnā€™t be there for him. when i admitted that, regardless of me not being a highly religious individual, i prayed before every game that he would come out okay. that he would come home in the same condition as he left.
ā€œAnd you would've been fine
We would have been timeless
'Cause i believe that we were supposed to find this
So, even in a different life, you still would've been mine
We would've been timelessā€
salty tears roll down my cheeks at the sight of his, gathering on my chin and dripping down onto our conjoined hands, gripped tightly together in my lap.
ā€œI had to smile when it caught my eye
There was one of a teenage couple in the driveway
Holdin' hands on the way to a dance
And the date on the back said 1958
Which brought me back to the first time I saw you
Time stood still like somethin' in this old shopā€
he pulls me closer, until iā€™m practically sitting on his lap, pressing his lips to my cheek, and i wonder if heā€™s thinking back on when we first met too. but what he doesnā€™t know is that i saw him first. iā€™d never told him that bit.
how i silently pined after him for months until we really met. itā€™s written in my vows though.
junior year, when i first saw him in the school hallway and it felt like everything around me had frozen.
he had been standing at his locker, laughing about something that Trevor had said. i heard the laugh first, and my entire body felt warm. but then i turned and caught sight of him, and it felt like time had stopped. my heartbeat had sped up, everything around me drowning out until all i could focus on was him.
ā€œI thought about it as i started lookin' 'round
At these precious things that time forgot
That's when i came upon a book covered in cobwebs
Story of a romance torn apart by fate
Hundreds of years ago, they fell in love, like we did
And i'd die for you in the same way, if i first saw your faceā€
our foreheads press against each other, my thumb wiping away his tears.
ā€œIn the 1500s off in a foreign land
And i was forced to marry another man
You still would've been mine
We would have been timeless
I would've read your love letters every single night
And run away and left it all behind
You still would've been mine
We would've been timeless
'Cause i believe that we were supposed to find this
So, even in a different life, you still would've been mine
We would've been timelessā€
his lips slot against mine, perfectly placed in harmonious synchrony, our fallen tears mingling together upon the meeting.
ā€œTime breaks down your mind and body
Don't you let it touch your soul
It was like an age-old classic
The first time that you saw me
The story started when you said, ā€˜Helloā€™
In a crowded room a few short years ago
And sometimes there's no proof, you just know
You're always gonna be mine
We're gonna be-
I'm gonna love you when our hair is turnin' gray
We'll have a cardboard box of photos of the life we've made
And you'll say, ā€˜Oh my, we really were timelessā€™ā€
my thoughts drift back to the first time we really met.
it was on new yearā€™s eve in our junior year. Cole was having a joint new years and birthday party.
*** DECEMBER 31ST, 2019 ***
Coleā€™s house is crowded. insanely so.
i didnā€™t originally plan to come. but Coleā€™s become a good friend of mine through our shared history class, and heā€™s been blowing up my phone all day, begging me all day to attend.
so now here i stand.
alone in the crowded living room of Cole Caufieldā€™s billet residence, a red solo cup in my hand as i people watch.
iā€™m unsure of what to do. Cole currently sits on the couch with a few of his hockey friends from the US National Development Program, and i feel awkward going over there. but i donā€™t actually know anyone else here.
i tend to keep to myself more often than not, which results in the rest of my friends being fellow introverts that would never be at a party like this.
ā€œy/n!ā€ my eyes grow wide, my head snapping to find where the call of my name had originated from, and iā€™m slightly surprised to find Cole grinning over at me, his hand waving in the air and motioning me over.
my eyes flicker beside him to see Jack sat next to Alex, both paying no attention to anything going on around them.
with none of Jackā€™s attention on me, i figure itā€™s safe to go over and wish Cole a happy early birthday.
i push my shoulders back, standing up straighter, attempting to push my way through a horde of fellow high schoolers.
but my walk is a lot less confident once i witness Jackā€™s gaze drifts towards me. i stumble a little, crinkling my nose as a guy i share pre-calculus with bumps me in the back.
ā€œhi Cole.ā€ i force a smile on my surely red face, fidgeting under the gaze of all the boys, but especially anxious now that Jackā€™s attention is on me.
ā€œhey! you came!ā€ Cole rises from his seat, pulling me into a hug, recklessly causing my drink to slosh in its cup.
ā€œwell you were texting me all day. you wouldnā€™t take no for an answer.ā€ i chuckle as he plops back down to the couch with a sigh.
ā€œi couldnā€™t throw my birthday party and not have my favorite girl show up!ā€ he shouts, my face heating up. ā€œoh! guys, this is y/n! sheā€™s my friend from history!ā€
the guys all mumble out distracted ā€˜heyā€™s, no longer paying any attention to me, more interested in their new conversations or, in Trevorā€™s case, trying to charm a girl.
except for Jack. his baby blues are still locked on me, the corners of his mouth pulled up in a small smile.
ā€œhello.ā€ itā€™s only one word, but my heart races in my chest. iā€™ve been pining after this exact boy from afar for months, and now he knows who i am. ā€œiā€™m Jack.ā€
ā€œhi Jack.ā€ i shake his hand, his touch sending shivers down my body.
*** PRESENT ***
Jackā€™s hand rubs my thigh, pulling me out of my thoughts.
ā€œWe're gonna be timeless, timeless
You still would've been mine
We would've been
Even if we'd met on a crowded street in 1944
You still would've been mine
We would've been
Down the block, there's an antique shop
And somethin' in my head said, ā€˜Stop,ā€™ so i walked inā€
*** ONE MONTH LATER ***
my arms wrap around my now-husbandā€™s neck, my hands toying with the hair at the nape of his neck.
our family and friends watch on from their seats, Ellenā€™s eyes catching mine, tears already threatening to pour over.
the first guitar chords stream out from the speakers as Jacks hand wrap around my waist, and we begin swaying around the dance floor.
Jackā€™s eyes gaze into mine, smiling as he whispers the lyrics back to me, relieving some of my anxiety from our guests hearing my song.
i grin back at him, craning my neck to press a kiss against his lips as the song nears its end.
i purposefully avoid looking anywhere near the crowd, laying my head on his chest as the song ends, the final chords strumming.
his heartbeat echoes in my ears, quickening as he presses a kiss against the top of my head.
his words are mumbled into my hair, his lips pressed to my scalp- ā€œour love is timeless.ā€
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endless list of otps:Ā ricky bowen & gina porter (hsm: the musical: the series) "do you still have that hat from thanksgiving? check under the tag. 'if you are reading this, i love you, too, ricky.' has this been there all along? just like me."
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